January 2010
64 posts
P.S. I found my signature move...David loves it.
December 2009
31 posts
Dunno what I'm going to do after college
but these are things I want to do while I figure it out/when I decide “what I want to be when I grow up”:
Deep Water Soloing
Backpacking the world (yes, the world)
Traveling the world specifically for climbing
Mountaineering
I’d specifically like to spend time in Australia and New Zealand
Also the Caribbean, Hawaii, and Egypt
I’d also like to spend some time living...
And now that I've had my little love-life rant,...
I can’t wait to *seriously* climb again.
But at the same time I’m still very afraid to after breaking my ankle. I’m afraid to fall and I’m afraid I’ll suck.
But every time I go back, I realize how naturally climbing comes to me. And I’ll just have to stick by my motto: If it scares me, I’m going to do it.
I have an appointment with a physical...
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Feeling better after talking to David. And he...
Things will work out :-)
I realized that I was letting her have input into our relationship. I’m not going to let her bother me. In Jenny’s words, “she’ll get over it”. If she can’t deal with being a good friend to David, she doesn’t have to be. And if she can’t deal with us being in a relationship…who gives a fuck? It isn’t her relationship. I’m not...
BITCH, PLEASE!
That’s how I feel ‘bout that…
In other news…setting up appointments to get my lovely little copper IUD and for physical therapy for my ankle. I’m also renewing my license, as I am practically 21. Must start planning for that special event…
Thought Flow...
“His law is love and his gospel is peace…He taught us to love one another.”
“Church” is now law…a list of dos and don’ts. The pharisees of Jesus’ time. But Jesus came to share a message about living. He spoke of being love, rather than living up to a law.
I don’t want to sit around and practice ritual; I want to go out and love and live...
Oh birth control. I wish choosing one of you was easier. Copper IUD, here (I hope) I come.
Wish you were here
I miss David. It feels funny to know that, but I do. I feel perfectly content and happy with where I am and what I’m doing, and I still miss him. The best is that he misses me too! And I know he normally wouldn’t even call, but every day we’ve been speaking. I can’t wait till he calls me tonight! Until then…family and crochet!
Love this song. It says it...
Merry Christmas Eve!
I’m surprised at how wonderful tonight at my dad’s was.
And elated that I have my period.
And oh so excited to try the tips that Denise passed on to me.
And not so excited to go to Christmas Eve service tonight, but know that seeing Susanna and hearing about her day will be worth it.
But wish my stomach ache would go away before then.
And I can’t wait for tomorrow.
And I...
What did you learn today?
I’ve found a common theme in three fears I’ve recently had to address:
Doing something to lose David
Babies
And going to hell since I haven’t been following the well trodden path of commercial christianity.
The common theme: a fear of being alone (being without David, being pregnant and without the father, and being without God). I’m going to have to look into these.
...
AND Momma Gardner likes me :-)
“I miss you. I feel like I’m in an elevator and I’m waiting to get...”
– David Bruce Gardner, my wonderful boyfriend.
“Oh David! Oh Christmas!”
– Me/the Grinch
So I'm sitting here, enjoying the beauty of a...
…and I think, “it’s almost Christmas!” I’m counting down the days. (But I have halted my countdown nutcracker. I like the number 11.)
The exclamation point in that statement is a change from past years. You couldn’t call me Scrooge, but Christmas has been tinged with meaninglessness in the past. Something about this year has made that different.
...
Grades!
I also have a 4.0 this semester! Woot woot! TIme to celebrate.
woke up thankful
David knows me so well. He knows exactly when I’m not being sincere, whether faking an orgasm or a smile. And I love that. David would never settle for anything but what is real, and I love that he loves me most when I’m absolutely me. Freeing. I’ll never have to do anything I’m not sincere about in order to make him happy. It’s a beautiful and rare experience....
Coldplay- Strawberry Swing →
Love this song. Love this video. Love Coldplay.
Top lines from last night, part 1.
David: Who here would sleep with Keanu Reeves?
Me: Only if he wasn't acting.
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Tumblr, eh? Not sure I need another account...
…But a few of my friends have this and other blogs, so I’ll give it a try. It is winter break, after all. Time to invest in mindless ways to spend my time before I start my last semester of college.